I had a long talk with my step daughter today..asked her to come live with me....she wants to so badly....her mom is in need of a lot of help......she has another daughter and all the attention goes to her. she told Ali, my stepdaughter that she cannot feed the 3 of them any more. She admitted today that she has been earasing her father's calls and my emails to her. How ccould she??? So, although things are not great with me, I cannot let a child that I have loved for years, be in that sort of position.....May have to go to court....but I will. There is no way her dad can afford to take care of her, but I can..I dodn't have much, but enough to keep her happy and safe clothed and fed....and LOVED.
That is my positive step for today...no pity party for me.....thinking of Ali and all she is going through. Can I ask all of you to pray that her mom lets her out of that mess and she can be here........and pray her mom gets help. Deleting messages and emails so it looks as if no one cares about her is sickening..she is just 15 and she has enough of that teenage crap to deal with...she needs a soft place to land and she can have that here...and she will have my girls to be with also.
CD, OCD, PTSD, Depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and post op colostomy.
my meds are lexapro...the doc put me on it again, ativan, klonopin, fentanyl and vicodin ( she increased it to the 7.5's, thank God) and lunesta and asacol, synthroid, ultram and phenergan......I think I am a walking pharmacy...:)