Twiggy I meant the my hand and arms get stingy and tingly.
Today has been good had a few little moments but nothing major.
I had a good rip in my car which gave me a bit of a buzz. I dont have any issues with going out I can go to the shops into big shopping centres things like that.
Its only really the situations that I cant get out of I worry about get panic attack during these ie. hairdressers, dentist, meetings in work, i am worried about my wedding day not the fact i am getting married more i will have to stand at the top or the church infront of loads of people and i would be afraid i will panic
On the therapy side yes I am seeing someone however the other night I rang her when i had a bad night on the seroxat and she never returned my call, I then rang the a few days later no answer but a message saying she wont be taking on any new clients and she wont be returning any calls till the 29th.
So i was out shopping with my partner today and I saw my therapist so I went over and said did she get my call the other night and she said she is not going to discuss it now and she told me her husband had a brain hemorrhage the other day well i felt terrible about hassling her.
Anyway it just puts things into perspective. I only hope he recovers from it.
So other than that feeling good today.