Welcome to HW were so happy you have joined us here. You will find great support here and make a lot of new friends going thru the same things you are so please post often so we know how you are doing.
I deffanently understand how you feel about the weight gain. I have always been naturely skinny barely reaching over 100 lbs at 9 months pregnant and delivery. When I was 46 I weighed 110 I am 48 now and I got up to 135 ( I know ladies thats not bad but on me it was). I started drinking Ensure every morning for breakfast so I could take my meds then have fruit or something healthy for lunch then eat supper around 5:00 pm and nothing after that. I have gotten back down to 115 and that's where I will stay. I also eat dry cereal if I feel I need to snack. Hope this helps you hun and yes I'm still on all of my meds for pain, anxiety and depression.
I have an illness, My illness don't have me.
Being happy doesnt mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyound the imperfrctions!God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way.