I need to vent a bit and I know I'm safe here. I don't know what is going on with me. I can't seem to fight my way out of this one. I just want to sit here and do nothing, go nowhere and talk to no one. What is wrong with me? My mother says I need to force myself to get out and do something. I have an appointment with a bankruptcy lawyer today, which is in and of itself causing anxiety, but I have a job interview about 45 minutes away from my house and I just don't think that I can travel that far all the time. Especially when I start back to school in the spring. So, I'm just not going to go. I feel very tired and run down. What's the saying? "I've been ridden hard and put up wet?" Well there I am. Thanks for listening.
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."
DX: ankylosing spondylitis, periferal neuropathy, chronic migraines/headaches, depression/panic attacks, bi-polar, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, sleep apnea
RX: synthroid, estradiol, prozac, lamictal, inderal la, klonopin, seroquel, imiprimine, aspirin, (relpax, maxalt, phenergan, esgic plus, xanax, PRN for migraine)
Surgeries: hysterectomy 1997, tonsillectomy 2001, deviated septum 2005, cataracts (both eyes) 2006