I cannot believe how exactly alike our situation is!!!!!!!!!
I'm not working at the moment, and like you, am worrying over money, etc. i also have ocd, which i constantly obsess that i have some kind of disease, or even worse, that i'm losing my mind or something, which is the worst thing that can ever happen. i over obsess to the point where i feel like i'm crazy for obsessing. i also hear noises, and ask people if they heard the same noise. it's getting ridiculous, and i just stress and stress. my anxiety eased up too for a while, then it all hit me again.
i hope you feel better, and i hope i do too. this is a horrible feeling!
but my doctor said, if you fear you're going crazy you're not!! if you're crazy, you don't know it!