Dang I am so sorry you are delaing with this too
I have crohns as most know and with my a/p it will cause me to flare naturally
Anyways I get this bloating stuffed to the gills feeling like I want to vomit have a METALLIC taste in mouth and I get the same kinda sporadic of " Good Bad and Ugly" with the PA's
My moods swing from "way up" to "so down" it is horrid as you know
It got to the point I could NOT plan for tomorrow anything as I dodnt know how I was going to feel upon waking
I was never in marines or army but I do believe I deal with a lot of demons from when I was 8 yrs old and up .......
this always comes out in dreams ,nightmares ,deja Vu whatever can cause it will
I have to say I am PROUD of you for NOT wanting the valium as you know yourself like no one else does
I take it and use to take 3 10 mgs a day but got to the point I was taking way to much especially for weight ( about
100 plus ) and decided to stop taking the 10's went to 5 mg and am now only taking when absolutely needed
It seems to me you are another that is being let fall thru the cracks of Health care n Health providers ........that is sooooooooo wrong
YOU have all the right to be treated for your disorder and whatever else is going on with you ..........I know I am a bit pushy at times with my doc but he is great and knows where I am coming from he listens patiently and if I am in that crying cuz I am so frustrated mode he will even give me a lil hug ....
I am blessed to have found him,he is also my cousellor or therapist ........
I can only wish you find a Doc that will listen I mean really listen demand to be heard and talked to as a person not a a cattle being herded
YOU know you cannot go on like this it will hurt you more in the long run I do hope you can find or get thru to this doc and get the tx you DESERVE
I know what it is like to have to live that way but I am helped not HINDERED by my doc
I am so sorry
I wish you all the best hun you have been a great asset to this forum .......
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