Ever feel like other's are trying to hold you back?
A few years ago I was going to the State's Vocational Retraining thing to be retrained in plumbing and heating, I passed all the testing for it and was ready to turn my life around and start anew as I felt like I had my anxiety under control at this point in time but in showing my past medical records I was then told that I needed to go though Psychotherapy for my anxiety
Upon doing so I told him of my past history with my anxiety and what was going on now with it and how I felt about turning my life around and in his report back to the SVR it said that I was good to go with retraining after I had some CBT which I did do along with other Therpy and upon doing so I was then told by the State and the Therpist that I should apply for SSI Disabilty as they are not going to retrain me and would back me up 100% on my Disabilty. Dose's this sound more like a cop out on the State's part or what?
Upon hearing this I then when't in a deep state of depression (like someone slapping you in the face) when you feel like your ready to move on with your life as I haven't had any p/t's in a few years at that time and even my other half seem's to do the samething of playing the poor poor pitafull me thing which I hate but in the past few weeks with her being gone my anxiety is back in check and I haven't needed my valium at all, (not trying to put the blame on her) but for some reason I feel more at peace with myself and again I feel the need to push this anxiety aside and move on with my life (after I get past this cold that HowLyncat gave me lol) but right now I'm feeling better alone and not depressed at all now dont get me wrong as I have been thinking about this for sometime now more so then when I would leave to go camping or hunting for weeks at a time and come back only to have my anxiety hit me again. I guess I'm just wondering if I'm overreacting to this or I'm being held back from the life that I loved doing in the past
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