Hey Lyn and Blue Meanies,
Sorry to get back to you all so late, but I must have had a computer virus. It sent all my mail to another mailbox that's not protected. My hubby installed Norton and I'm ok now.
Ok here's the deal. I only called once 2 days later to ask some medical questions for my hubby. Of course, DS acted very "high and mighty" , but did say he wasn't " trying to beat me up" about
what he thought was wrong with my DH. DH is having lots of facial pain, but wouldn't go into doc. I got off the phone and didn't call him back. He finally called me back yesterday. I didn't answer the phone, because I was technically supposed to be at my senor college classes, so I had an excuse ! :-D
Late that night I finally called him back and received a answering machine.
Today, he called again and wanted to come over and bring the baby. Well, that was fine with me. He was very, very nice today. He did have an agenda however. Let me know what you think.
We have had to down size a lot. I now don't need my triple dresser. DS (and grandbaby
) finally came over to get it today . I have wanted him to move it for 7 months. He also went into DH's den and got out his coins to look through. He did put our old sofa, giant chair, and ottoman outside to be picked up. DH can't do any heavy work like that now. I did have a wonderful time playing with dear granddaughter.
We had to take our Yukon to DS's house as it could hold the dresser. DH went with me
The other Grandmother was there . I immediately felt tension in my whole body
She brought grandson downstairs holding his hand , took him into the play room, and sat him on her lap. See , to me, that's what I'm talking about
- she just way overdoes it in my opinion.
I can't say anything and then I get tied up in knots. She's got DS thinking she just loves grandson - but I think something else is going on- I just don't know exactly what it is.
We eat dinner. DS paid for Popeyes chicken and extras . I didn't ask for ONE thing extra. Good for me!
Then she leaves, saying she has to spend one last night with her cats as she has to give them up if she stays with DS - in law and DD and kids. Oh yeah, she's got a "birdnest on the ground" and I know she knows that.
I know I sound so evil
, but I just am so hurt , angry, mad, confused - you name it.
DS asked me tonight, " Are you having a hard time?" I said " What?" He said " you know what I mean." I said , "yes, but at least I still have you" DS said ,"yes , you still have me." So at least I got a little crumb. I know he's a man , but a hug would sure have been nice right then.
I am so , so , so sad.
Love ya'll for listening. If I need to post on the depression board instead, just let me know and I will. I have all three: anxiety , panic attacks, and depression.
But you would really like me , if you knew me. I am really happy and fun---when I am not upset at night about
DD and the grandkids.