Hi Lyn (((everyone))), sorry for the delay in replying but I have been in detox, it was the best thing for me to get over that one week "arrrghhhh!!!!!" feeling of powerlessness. It wasn't fun but I have a few people holding my hand now and I feel a bit better in the head. Thanks again for your honesty Lyn, it really pushed me into recovery. I hope I can share my story one day and help someone out. For now I'm just going to concentrate on getting sane. And twiggy, I'm on your team sweetie, I found valium helped with the hallucinations and lemonade with the shakes/nausea/sweats. Stay as strong as you are.
Hugs xx 'n more hugs