I've been on 40mgs for about 6 or 7 weeks now. I know prozac is meant to be a slower acting drug but zoloft use to have me feeling better within 2 weeks of a meltdown.
The drought has broken and I've been crying for the last hour, we went out earlier and I was so looking forward to it yet I had panic the whole time I was out, now I feel depressed and like I'm going to lose it. I know if I was going to lose it I wouldn't have this feeling as people who do have psychotic episodes don't know they feel different or wrong.
Maybe it's the thought of going to see the doctor tomorrow. He's based at a private hospital and it is so beautiful and calming I don't want to leave there (I'm still battling with the health insurance company over this one).
I guess I'm sick of being sick, starting to feel well and like I can battle the illness then bang I drop backwards again and realise I'm not better yet. It's been a whole year now, 2 different pdocs, 4 different counsellors and about 7 different drugs I just want to get better.