I can sure relate to everything you said (read my recent post re. "man oh man"). We're always ruled by our work it seems - well some of us are anyway. I feel like I don't have time for anything and up until next week I've only been working a temp position but it still takes up most of my time - I leave home at 6:15 a.m. and don't get home (if I'm lucky) until 6. And now this new job is definetely going to be long hours so God knows what that means. I just feel so tired and I haven't even started my new job yet. But I do agree with the otherss that you should at least "try" to make those therapist appts as they are so important. And I also know exactly how you feel about
getting "reprimanded". I don't know if it was my strict Catholic upbringing or what but I'm ALWAYS afraid of someone getting upset with me - I feel like a little kid that way - scared to death of being on someone's bad side or having someone really mad at me.....even when I know what I may or may not have done was legitimate and/or unavoidable. I guess we have to try and just do the best we can and whatever else is not possible, we have to face is not possible and not beat ourselves up about
it. I hope you can sort it out and be able to get to your therapist regularly, especially if you feel it's helping. All the best.