Okay...so I'm doing better with my anxiety most thankfully!! But I am a weak woman when it comes to chocolate and carbs lately!!!!!!!! I need to weigh more like I need a hole in the head, I'm already truly FAT!
And no, I'm not one of those gals that weighs 110 lbs and goes around saying she needs to lose weight! I am definitely FAT! I'm talking plus-sized clothes and a round face! UGH!!! But it seems that lately, as much as I may bemoan the weight gain, I can't seem to get a handle on myself...it's almost like I don't care in a way...I do but I don't, ya know?!?!?!
I guess that part of the problem is that I get so little pleasure in life that I resent having to give up the goodies (and I'm honestly not saying that in a self-pitying sort of way, believe it or not!)There's nothing that I really look forward to each day, so I can't help but want to scream at the calories and fat grams "Tuff Noogies"!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy though that my anxiety has subsided quite a bit! Now THAT brings me joy!! Anywho, I'm just ranting a little bit here...not expecting any answers (maybe a little commiserating however!!! LOL!!!)
I guess I'll have to see myself as not FAt, but as a person full of left over love!!!
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.