this is for need advise 1717.. ok i read your story since the begining and you sound like me. like you said i never have sex w/o protection and when i did, a couple of days after i started feeling just like you. omg!! i have hiv!! i had diarrea, headaches everyday, tired, felt like i never had enought sleep....i went got tested a week after it was neg, was happy for a day, next day here we go again...i have hiv. went got tested a month after, neg again, still worry, 2 months test, neg. 3 months test, neg. 4 months test neg, 5 months test neg, 6 months test neg. i dont have hiv for sure and i am not worry anymore about
hiv. but know i still go thru anxiety and now finally feeling better. it is all in your head like it was in mine. you need to stop! go get tested and trust in god that you are going to be alright. believe me anxiety is as bad as thinking that you have hiv. your mind is very strong and is playing tricks on you. i learned my lesson, never do it w/o protection because that moment of pleasure is not worth of it.