Thank you all for reply. Reply for Debaser - I bought a CD "Overcome The Fear of Flying" by Glenn Harrold - have read reviews on Amazon.com - should be good. Listening for 3 days, still no effect, don't feel that inner stability. Will see how will go later.
Reply to FreezinginAK: noop, I like take off and I LOVE landing! This is weird, but I like this feeling when finally I'm going back to Earth!
I affraid when I'm UP there, specially when turbulence. And I read articles that is safe transportation, still... When I'm on hard land I have a chance to escape, small chance to live after accident, but if I'm on a plane and something going wrong - that's it, probably if pilot will say "we have some problems, no worries" I will have a heart attack before he will finish sentence
And I'm only 32.. Shaking like a rabbit
Maybe it's all about
fear of death?.. Don't know how to coop. I'm not religious, I don't believe in "everything in God's hands", and "other" life which is waiting for me.. sorry.. I'm spiritual, but no religion believe.