I do hear ya and I too feel like each step is a victory ........and IT IS
Yes I have many fears as do others with this disorder YET
I am also a mom a cretaker for my dad ( has Alzheimers) I run a "Teen night" every week here in town and try to help out as many seniors as I can
ONCE I get out there and start to do it I am fine
A couple of yrs ago I was so bleeding bad I called my old doc and said " i cannot
open the door ..not understanding he said TURN the knob........LOL ya okay
Anyways I finally strted getting out to the porch and to the store and finally back into the community I was always involved with...
I had to face those fears head on and I was terrified BUT I knew I had to do it for myself ,my daughter and my parents ( mom was still alive at that time ).......
I really believe you have the MINDSET and the ability to keep taking those small steps hun and WE all will be here to help if you do stumble
NEVER feel guilty if you do and feel no judgement from here
If you need to talk email me under name at side .......
Stay strong and keep that great attitude .....you will make it
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