Thank you everyone, you told me exactly what I needed, to believe in me and take care of me.
The funeral, I have a card to send and will send a plant to my friend at home. She has a huge group of church friends and I think she will understand as she knows it is the same funeral home my son's visitation was at. It is a trigger for me.
Also tomorrow is my granddaughter's 16th birthday and we are to be there for dinner.
My therapist is great. My first one just visited but this one I have been seeing since January and we really work. I have been seeing her weekly.
Jury duty, I will go and do my best, if it becomes to hard, I will speak with the supervisor of jury management.
Valiumed up would not be so good would it.............and I would probably get into trouble.
OK, I have it pulled back together.
Thank you so much, you are all so dear to me. I am loving being here with all of you.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”