When you say "crazy" are you referring to :
- Mentally deranged.
- Not exhibiting sound judgment; irrational.
There are many diagnosis under the Mental Illness category and I don't think crazy is one............so you must not be crazy.
Good to hear you are having some lab work and pehaps you will find out you need a different medication.
Try to stay in the moment and not let your mind wander down the road to what you might be.
Keep posting as you are a valuable member to our forum.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
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