I have been on here before. Its about
2 years plus I havent left the house. Thank god for the computer. I cut the thearpy to once a month and saw a difference. It got worse. I am facing the wrst period as my pldest with her good heart wants to go involved. I wish it make me feel good but she dont understanding the condition. She believes if i wanted to i could.
Even my friends think the same i really dont know if i would leave if a fire started. I am sure some point i would. I have been thru it all but i cant get anybody to understand that it the pre anxiety that causes. When I must go out i cant anticipate the trip but at some point the light hits and i go. People use it against me saying i went Its the spare of the moment thing.
I know if i am comfortable and dont have antispatory anxiety i think i can conquer this with support. How do i make my kids understand the antispotoy anxiety plus the comfort thing. I also need for them to understand becausee the force approch works for a short time. So now i feel when my daughter gets involvedi be back in hospital. Since heard about her plans all the phyical things have come back bad stomach pinched nerve, sleep and other things.
Any body with some thoughts i really appreciate it You folks have been great in the past and i appericate any suggestions otr thoughts.