Well, I seriously think the lexapro is doing it's job. I am starting to feel better here and needing less Xanax. I haven't even had one Xanax today...KNOCK ON WOOD. That is abnormal for me, and I am LOVING IT!
I went several places this weekend, including TO THE PARK, FOR A WALK. A short walk yes, but it was like close to an hour that we were there. I wasn't nervous. It was so nice to be by the pond, and just out, and like a "normal" person! It was great! I also went to the library to pick out my books. Normally, Iook them up online, and call, and have the librarian hold them for me. Not this time, I went in and got them by myself! Good stuff.
I am feeling tired still, not as bad, but yes, tired none the less. And, I have some major body aches...whcih could still be from the stress, because I was experiencing the body aches before I got on any meds.
I am also dealing with something that I am going to call my Dr. about, and I dealt with this before, but I dunno. My chest feels sore. And, if I press on it, it feels even more sore. It is across the whole front of my chest, and on my sides in my ribs. I use to think it was anxiety, but now I am not sure. Then, last night, I noticed something that is freaking me out a little...or a lot. I found what feels like a marble on my lowest rib, and it hurts when I press on it. Wondering if that is contributing to any of my aches and pains. And, with my high health anxiety, this is another obstical I may have to overcome. Anyone ever had something like this before?
Well, this ended up being longer than I wanted it to be. Thanks for all who read it, and thank you to everyone who has been there for me through this.
Love and Hugs to you all!!!
Dealing with panic
for 8 years off and on...right now more on than off. Major health anxiety
New found issues with agoraphobia...working on that too.
I am NOT weak, I am just down right now. I am doing what it takes to get my life back!!!
Best Wishes to all...Tammy