Well, I seriously think the lexapro is doing it's job. I am starting to feel better here and needing less Xanax. I haven't even had one Xanax today...KNOCK ON WOOD. That is abnormal for me, and I am LOVING IT!
I went several places this weekend, including TO THE PARK, FOR A WALK. A short walk yes, but it was like close to an hour that we were there. I wasn't nervous. It was so nice to be by the pond, and just out, and like a "normal" person! It was great! I also went to the library to pick out my books. Normally, Iook them up online, and call, and have the librarian hold them for me. Not this time, I went in and got them by myself! Good stuff.
I am feeling tired still, not as bad, but yes, tired none the less. And, I have some major body aches...whcih could still be from the stress, because I was experiencing the body aches before I got on any meds.
I am also dealing with something that I am going to call my Dr. about, and I dealt with this before, but I dunno. My chest feels sore. And, if I press on it, it feels even more sore. It is across the whole front of my chest, and on my sides in my ribs. I use to think it was anxiety, but now I am not sure. Then, last night, I noticed something that is freaking me out a little...or a lot. I found what feels like a marble on my lowest rib, and it hurts when I press on it. Wondering if that is contributing to any of my aches and pains. And, with my high health anxiety, this is another obstical I may have to overcome. Anyone ever had something like this before?
Well, this ended up being longer than I wanted it to be. Thanks for all who read it, and thank you to everyone who has been there for me through this.
Love and Hugs to you all!!!