I have had a really bad couple weeks. Last week my anxiety just went nuts after a couple months of just being fine.
Also last week I bit my tougne and it made a sore, so I used oralgel for the pain, well I used way to much over a 2 day time line
and got so sick from it, I overdosd on oralgel, I had to call posion control at 4am and talk with them and they felt like I would be okay and no need for a trip to the er but I felt SOOO SICK! I had painic attacks waking me at night last week and just felt bad all week.
Then yesterday I went to the obgyn to have my IUD removed and they could not find the string, so they went fishing for it and could not get it out. I was stressed. First of all It hurt bad them fishing for it and second of all, All I could think about was oh crap they are going to have to put me to sleep and cut it out. I was so scared. I have to go back in a couple weeks for another doc to try again.
Now I am panicing bad and my anxiety has hit the roof. I am still having pain from this yesterday and that is freaking me out. I called the doc today about the pain and they said just take advil for it, Still freaking out!
I again woke up in an attack last night freaking out and at this point I have made an appt with my reg doc to talk about my anxiety. I used to have xanax for my attacks but my doc took it away cause I had been doing so well for so long. So now I am just upset and stressed. I think I just needed to get this off my chest so forgive me for venting. I also can just imagine the IUD tearing and ripping every organ in my body. I reget ever having it put in! Sorry this got so long, but thanks for reading!
Puttin' the Fun in Dis-fun-ction!