FIrst off, lemmie start by saying I haven't had a Xanax in like 5 days! That is good stuff! And, today, my parents want me, my bf, (his name is John...I am telling you this so I can stop saying my bf and start saying John. You say my bf to people you don't know...LOL
) and my son, Jay Jay, to come over for a cook out. I said YES. And, I am NOT going to take a Xanax before I go. They live across the street from me, but it isn't my home, and it's the idea of the cook out, and then they wanna play games, blah blah blah...to me, this is a big step. I am confident I will get through it fine. I was there for almost an hour already today...Jay Jay wanted to go early, so I took him over there, all by myself, and I sat and talked with my parents for about
an hour. It felt nice.
I hope my day goes well, and I will update you when we get back....I also hope everyone is having a great weekend, and that everyone feels good.