Hello this is Kitt.
I do have an idea for you. There is a free site where you can work through CBT. I know your main concern is the anxiety but most people with A & P have a depression component too.
Take a look at this site as it is free. It doesn't take the place of one on one therapy but it may help you get past this cycle your going thru.
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Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
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Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”