I remember at the end of my drinking ........I was just like you BUT I would have blackouts and that was Hades ........I got so sad depressed and even worried abouit what I had done while drinking I was told nothing innapropriate apparently the life of the party
" Tears of A Clown" was always my theme song
Are you taking meds for anything at all like your a/p or OCD...I have severe OCD as well ......
I would in all honesty think it is prolly the drinking but it could be many other things to you no doubt hit hard coming off the booze next day and the sadness and depression might just then kick in ya know
I am sure others will have some input for you
Personally I think with all that is going on with you .....you may need to stop the going out for a wee bit and see if that helps
We are here for you and sorry you feel this way
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