Imo it seems to me you have alot of the symptoms of anxiety as well as Health anxiety. Your going in circles and you need to break out of the circle of thoughts that you are going crazy.
I believe it is good that your back on the Paxil but remember the lag time to get the AD working. I hope you have a physician you trust as well as a good therapist.
I am glad you are with us and keep posting. We are here for you.
Hugs to you.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
*~* Not a mental health professional at all *~*
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”