Welcome to Healing Well and the A & P Forum.
I am so sorry you are having such a difficult time. I am wondering if you are in therapy as that would be a suggestion. Are you able to hold down a job with your severe symptoms?
I empathize with you as what you have described is overwhelming.
Again a warm welcome and keep posting.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
*~* Not a mental health professional at all *~*
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
_____________________________________________________"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”