Wen, I am soooo sorry you are going through this. This happened to me in April, as well. Man, this disease can really tear up a persons life, eh? I too had become unreliable at work, since I was at that time, agoraphobic, and my boss, who had been understanding through my Mom's illness, with me taking time off, had no choice but to eventually fire me. I haven't got back to work yet. Although I am no longer agoraphobic, I am still "scared" to go to work. I didn't realize how many of us on this board alone, are losing jobs because of this, it is sad, really.
Now, onto you...you are NOT a loser. You are sick right now, and you need to focus on getting better. Thinking badly about
yourself will only make things worse, so PLEASE, don't do it.
How is your husband handling this? If you don't mind me asking...
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP. Things WILL get better...with time. YOu will see!
Sending (((((HUGS))))) to you!!!
Dealing with panic
for 8 years off and on...right now more on than off. Major health anxiety
New found issues with agoraphobia...working on that too.
I am NOT weak, I am just down right now. I am doing what it takes to get my life back!!!
Best Wishes to all...Tammy