Hey there Tennis.
I am sorry you are feeling this way. I have gotten to be like that many times, as I am sure many people have...ya know, just hit that breaking point.
This disease sucks, that's for sure, and there are days where I personally wanna say...is it really worth it?
I know you are at a low right now, and for that, I am sorry...but try to think of the good times you have had. Things will get better.
Honestly, the other night I had a breakdown. I was crying, and freaking out, and just cursing this awful disease. I kept saying I wish I was normal, and I hate who I am.
It happens to the best of us. Come here, vent, and try to get back to your strong self. I know you have it in you hun.
I hope you feel better soon!!!
Post more if you need to. We are here to listen...
HUGS TO YOU SWEETIE.
Dealing with panic
for 8 years off and on...right now more on than off. Major health anxiety
New found issues with agoraphobia...working on that too.
I am NOT weak, I am just down right now. I am doing what it takes to get my life back!!!
Best Wishes to all...Tammy