Sorry to hear your feeling this way, but i do agree with the others, i beleive you are suffering from depression, with all the signs alot of people (including myself) get.
I would cry for no apparent reason, and tell myself to stop being such a sook (sook is a slang word for cry baby in Aus..lol), im 34 and im crying?.Whats with that?.
I felt alone, didnt want to do anything, Even though my chef career was the thing that kept me going, i didnt even want to do that.
I also recommend you see your Dr. and let him know so you can get the nessacery meds, And of course talking about things here at HW really dose help alot. The people here are the most understanding and caring people, and are always here for you as am i.
Hope you start feeling better really soon, and were here to help in any way we can..
Suffer from major depression, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Panic attacks, Recovering Alcoholic.