I am hoping that you are going to try some tchniques like Breathing or something you CAN do to get yourself on that bus
You are aware there is no other choices now that this is what you must do
YES it is hard very hard at times but we are here and know we have all gone thru very difficult times as well
Please do NOT over medicate that may also cause some problems as well ..making you more emotional ...ect ....
As you posted.........you are better in the am's so give the bus one MORE try with knowing we are here for you and see how that goes
This is a situation that the only result is you have to go back right ?
I am sorry there is no other alternatives for yous's
Maybe someone else will post with better ideas for you
Take care and let us know one way or the other........LYN
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