Today is my daughter's last game of the Volley Ball season. I've only been to one of her games, as that is all I have been able to handle - and that was a HUGE struggle for me. But I am bound and determined to go see her at her last game. I've timed it so that I will take my afternoon Ativan right before we leave - hoping this will help with the anxiety. I know that if I need to I can always step outside for a few minutes to pull myself together.
I just want to take this baby step so I can see her play again and I need all the strength I can get. I will be thinking of my HW family, knowing they want me to be able to be strong and do this.
I'll let you know later how it went.
Now it's time to take the banana bread out of the oven, change my clothes and whatever else I need to do before we leave. LOL
Agoraphobia, Barrett's Esophagus, Bipolar Disorder, Depression, Fibromyalgia, Mitral Valve Prolapse, Panic/Anxiety Disorders, Restless Leg Syndrome, Severe Acid Reflux, Sleep Apnea, Social Anxiety and PTSD
Meds: Ambien CR, Ativan, Flexeril, Lamictal, Lexapro, Neurontin, Nexium, Requip, Ritalin ER
A slip of the foot you may soon recover,
but a slip of the tongue you may never get over.