I understand your question so well. It is at times like this we reach deep down into ourselves and find the strength to work through the anxiety and do what needs to be done.
I know you have that reserve of extra strength in you so just keep reminding yourself that you are ok, take it one step at a time. Take our hands and let us help you and vent away. :)
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
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