I can understand. If you can believe that. I don't have to work and buy food or nothing, but I go to school. We are out on break next week so all of my teachers want to squeeze in major tests before the holiday. It's only high school, and I may only be in 11th grade, but having anxiety makes it so much worse. Plus, my classes include Anatomy and Physio, History(teacher is essay test crazy), Pre-Calculus, Honors English, Child Development, Latin II, and Chemistry. So, I know about the stress. My Latin II class is an AP Distance Learning class. I take it in a special lab and it is an online class. My teacher for it teaches at a different school, so imagine trying to teach yourself a different language like that! We have a deadline to have all of our work done. I will never make it. I am really stressed out by school so I understand what you are going through. I have tests more this year than ever before. Its horrible.
The anxiety. The stress. The no sleeping. Not being able to concentrate enough to study or do my work. The constant pressure I put on myself to do the best. Its hard. I cant imagine what it must be like for you at a university. I will know soon though. I only have a year and a half left. And unless a miracle happens and I get better, it will be horrible. Plus, I plan on being a doctor of some sort, always wanted to be a surgeon, but I am questioning that now. Thinking of being a Psychiatrist. I enjoy psychology and have alot in common with it so I think it would be good. But, I have wanted to be a surgeon since I was born. Not sure if I can give that dream up. But, maybe I am following a different dream, I don't know. But, it will be hard.
Anyways, sorry to vent so much about myself. I was trying to help you. But, anyways, you are not alone, and I understand exactly what you mean. My mom is the same way. Always has been. It is very irritating and I often feel the same as you do about it.
Well, sorry this is so long and I am taking up your time. Take care! And good luck on your tests and papers!