Well, I was 'diagnosed' with Anxiety shortly after I had my baby girl. I didn't accept it, because I thought I had something wrong with my stomach. I had rib pain, shortness of breath, bloating, stuffy/tight feeling in ab area to where it was hard to breath. I had a cat scan, x-ray, heart tests, endoscopy...gastric emptying? Where I had to eat oatmeal and lay down while this thing took pictures of my stomach emptying the oatmeal out. Turns out my stomach is a little slow at emptying food. Doctor said it's nothing to worry about, but then I question why would they do the test anyway if it shows it is slow, but not worrysome...why do the test? The Endoscope showed I had mild/moderate gastritis. Which at the time I wasn't having chest pain after I eat..just stomach pain here and there.. I thought I was getting better.....it's been about two months since I had al these tests done and I've been doing alot better than I was. I learned how to deal w/the shortness of breath and I haven't had it in a long while. The bloating got better and I got my appetite back and I was feeling great. NOW, I'm having terrible chest pains, this lightness feeling in my chest. My stomach had crazy sharp/stabbing pains on and off, and I'm having this fluttering feeling in my lower ab/uterus feels like. I just had a baby in August, and I had a period in October...haven't seen a period since...tried taking a pregnancy test, didn't work. No lines showed up so I have to get another one. I'm praying I'm not pregnant because I had such a hard labor and IM STILL RECOVERING. I was on birth control than when my anxiety started I stopped taking my pills because I wasn't sexually active w/my fiance..stupid idea because now i'm in this situation. I went to the emergency room couple weeks ago because of the pain and they took a urinary sample and I had a bladder infection. It didn't hurt at all when I peed? So, I was surprised that I had an infection. I took antibiotics and hoping it's gone. I accepted the Anxiety and I think that's what made me better. Knowing that I'm healthy and I'm not dying than hey...deal w/the pains and crap it'll go away if you get your mind off of it somehow. Than all this pain has to hit me, and on top of that the possibility of being pregnant terrifies me....trust me being a mother is a blessing and I love every minute of being w/my daughter. It's the recovering, and jus having all these stomach problems and pain that scares me...how can I have another kid when i'm not even recovered? I just feel like the only one in the world w/this...I feel like i'm dying in a way and that's not how I should think. I keep telling myself when I'm feeling these pains and everything "it's just anxiety,, i had a bunch of tests and I'm fine" but why do I feel such sharp chest pains and why am I getting a bladder infection and feeling sick all the time? Sometimes I can't even sleep because I'll be too focused on my chest or heartbeat, sometimes it's racing, or feels like it's going tooooo slow. My fiance doesn't want to hear it.. he says it's "all in my head" back pain, chest pain, sore feeling in ab area rib pain, heart flutters...all in my head? I feel like I'm not getting any btter which really sucks because 5 days ago I was the happiest mother around.. because I was getting better and I felt great, I felt I had recovered. Than I get hit again with this 'anxiety' only it feels worse and it doesn't feel like anxiety. It feels like I have something seriously wrong thats undiagnosed. I'm not acepted for medicaid yet, we just moved so I'm waiting to get accepted so I can't go to the hospital until then. My fiance won't bring me no way no how to the hospital becausehe says it's just 'feeding into my anxiety' which def. helped me cope with it on my own and helped me learn how to handle it w/out the doctors....but now it just feels very physical and very wrong. My fiance is the best, he tries to help me any way he can....but I feel like what if something really wrong happens one day and he just says 'it's anxiety' and I have to sit there....idk I just need answers.. I hate this feeling of not knowing whats wrong with me inside. Especially not knowing if I'm pg again. I pray I'm not, I can't go through this all over again....I'm having such a bad recovery.