Thanks CheerDad for your reply. So many times I've tried to just be happy with myself. I've certainly overcome a great many obstacles in my life, and will continue to jump the hurdles. I've beaten...
I decided to take the weekend off and visit my mom. She lives in Ontario Canada and I live in Michigan, USA. So it is a nice chance to just get away and think for a few days. I need to figure out...
Akram, I have been on meds in the past always to find that the side effects either make me feel more tired than usual or too hyper and unable to get good sleep. Next week I am restarting therapy with...
Ok so now I blew my chance at another intimate relationship. I have an appointment to see a psychologist next week. But don’t know what good it’s going to do. My friends are all telling me its time...
Well Ive decided to go back into therapy. I finally found someone that is taking new clients, so we will see what happens from there. I am so sick of feeling like crap and running people away that I...
Ok, well I guess I blew it with my latest try at a relationship. And it only took me 3 weeks this time. I think that’s my new record. It’s one that I am not proud of, of course. Boy, I’ve gotten...
Thanks Having2LeftFeet for your time and words of advice. I know that some times I can be very negative and it drives people away. It is something that I’ve been working on for a very long time with...
So how does one be grateful for what they do have when they feel they have nothing to be grateful for? I mean, every day I see people who are in worse condition than I am, financially, emotionally,...
Over the last few days I've thought about the possibility of me being a dependant person. Which in turn makes me feel more like crap about myself. It’s true that I need people in my life to tell me...
ok well now its Monday morning and the weirdest thing happened at work. About 9am this morning the FedEx guy comes in and delivers me 18 beautiful roses. Unfortunately there was no tag or anything...
Thanks for the advice sherriedav. I have looked into couseling and am still looking. Unfortunately my insurance coverage only covers half of the cost for 12 visits per year. Not a lot can get done in...
Thank you Akram, Having2leftfeet, and Snohare for responding to my post. I did try to take Snohare's advise to stop and smell the roses, but couldn't find an open nursery or green house.. Not sure if...
You know it's interesting that you should tell me to stop and smell the roses. I was just thinking earlier that maybe I would go for a hike in the woods tomorrow. Suppose I could go to the local...
So I've been browsing through the different subjects and read the responses too... Seems that it all boils down to having a goal, a dream, or a reason to make our life worth it for ourselves. But see...
Ok folks, I’m new to all of this but figured talking to people about what is going on can’t hurt so here goes. I was just having a discussion with my significant other about how dependant I can be on...