[i]I know I havent been on here lately and I am sorry I hope I didnt cause any worry but as usual my life is a mixture of bad and even worse days. There is one person who I want to know that I miss...
Hi all~ sorry I haven't posted but things in my life have been rough. There are so many things I want to say here but I know I can't. My depression has eaten me alive and I seem like I am here but...
[color="green">Hi] Just wanted to let you know that the VNS was successfully taken out several weeks ago. I have been having some personal issues that have kept me busy and depressed. Of course,...
Just wanted you to know that I am doing ok. If it weren't for my daughter, I don't know what I would have done!...
I would appreciate if everyone would take a minute and pray for my mother who was just admitted to Duke University In North Carolina for a Pulmonary embolism. After doing many pulmonary studies they...
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[color="green">Well] [i]Sun is out, yeah ...
Karen I just copy and pasted it I think I really cant remember,lol You know I cant remember one thing from another. My surgery is scheduled for this tuesday, still have noone to take me. I have to...
Thanks Karen that was so sweet of you!!!! I will try to enjoy it. Last Friday my oldest daughter got married, so I did at least enjoy one day this month. Thank you so much for being such a good...
well as my luck would have it I caught a terrible chest/sinus infection. I woke up Sunday morning and was so congested I cried. I hate not being able to breathe. So I called my surgeon today to see...
Hi guys once again the original not disappeared to nowhere so let me try to remember what I said. My VNS is going to be taken out 4/10 day before my birthday,doesent matter I will be alone anyway,...
Well I saw my HCP today and she has decided to up some of my meds and was sorry to hear about the ketamine situation. As honest as she is, she looked at me and said "I don't know what more we can do...
[color="green">GB~I] I am feeling really sad today. Dont know why, seems like the normal thing to feel anymore. [i][color="#008000">I] Well another friday nite and feeling sad. [/i]...
[color="green">First] me for several years. As far as the drinking I still have an occasional glass of wine but that is all. My drinking habits havent changed in fact I drink water now instead of...
[color="green">Thanks] [i][color="#008000">I] [i][color="#008000">My] other alternatives to this life. [i][color="#008000"> [i]...
Oh] DBS! How much longer do I have to stand back and spend thousands of dollars literally ($60,000) which I have lost all my credit because I cant afford to pay for the treatments they suggest....
ALL OF YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...
[color="green">Although] [i][color="#008000">I] [i]Thank you ...
[color="green">Sorry~I] Anyway, I refused and said lets just keep going with what we are. I know its my depression that leaves me single. All my ex's throw their relationships in my face with how...
Thanks gb you always know what to say!!!!!! ...
[color="green">I] is a card in the mail or an email to let me know it means something to them. [i][color="#008000"> me and the final count is 1 my mom. Do you know what it is like to not only have...
I do love "someone like you" it reminds me of everything I live with everyday. ...
[color="green">Hi] Getting ready to go to cleveland tomorrow for treatment. I hate that drive but it has to be done. Given up on the dating thing but I made several friends which I guess is better...
[color="green">I] [i]Just really unhappy and sad. ...
[color="green">Thank] Yea I have been doing my work for my fines or running to a million doctors so I am busy. I did meet someone and we both decided to not have anything serious, he is a...
[color="green">Thanks] Im just really lonely here with noone to share my life with. [/i]...
[color="green">Thanks] New Years Eve I went to bed around 9pm and actually slept until 730am the next morning. I was so glad that I slept through being awake thinking of what could have been as I...
Thanks. ...
[color="green">I] my meds. She thinks i am in despair and need to be seen. When am I not in dispair? My son is going back to his dads tomorrow because I dont want him to see me like I am right now....
[color="green">Just] How do I keep going? Im so tired my house is so big noone to help me and of course I have noone to blame as usual. [i]Thank you all for the Christmas wishes I do appreciate...
[color="green">Merry] [i][color="#008000">Have] and it has really happened I guess. It has just made Christmas even lonelier. [i][color="#008000"> [i]...
[color="green">Thanks] A little lonely though, wish I could get out and about. [/i]...
[color="green">Well] [i][color="#008000">As] it, hate it! I guess I am tired of sitting in my house day after day by myself with no visitors or anything. In fact, I almost got caught driving today...
[color="green">Thanks] [i][color="#008000">I] [i]Well pretty tired but just wanted to let you know how much I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...
[color="green">Thanks] I guess right now just having a companion to spend christmas with would be a great thing for me. I am finding it hard to meet anyone because I just feel so distant from anyone...
[color="green">Thanks] me. It feels like everyone else in the world is either married or involved. Actually since I have been feeling so numb that it hardly bothers me anymore but I have my days....
[color="green">Im] [/i]...
Thanks everyone! ...
Hi] [i][color="#008000">sorry] [i]I will lwt you know. ...
[color=green>Well] [i]Well not much more to say. ...
[color=green>Well,] [i][color=#008000>I] [i][color=#008000>Just] going home but I feel even more lonely. [/i]...
Miss spending sweetest day with someone I love....
[color=green>My] Tuesday. My mom is leaving Sunday so now I have to figure out a way home again. Back to that lonely old house without driving priveles. I am so afraid that I will get so depressed...
I am so happy to have so many caring people here. What would I do without you guys, I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!!!!! ...
[color=green>I] [i][color=#008000>I] [i]I just wish I had a visitor once and awhile. ...
[color=green>Hi] Too much to post but just a short note to let you know that my world has turned upside-down. I actually got a DUI two weeks ago Saturday night and I have been in the hospital...
[color=green>Thanks] Had another treatment today but feel pretty bad. My roommate left and I have just generally been down and feel alone. I was supposed to go home tomorrow but I cant get anyone to...
[color=green>Thanks] [i][color=#008000>I] [i]So keep sending your prayers and love. ...
[color=green>Found] [i]Just really lonely and wish for some company. I live too far away for any of my neighbors to visit and my car is still at the main campus and I have no idea how to get it....
Had my ketamine treatment today and it was truly different. It is IV infused and made me feel like I was being drugged right before surgery before they put you out totally. I even feel a little...