I Give Up On Everything...

For the past few weeks, I've been feeling worthless and miserable. It feels like everyone else lives are moving in meaningful directions except me.

I have no motivation to do anything. I have no motivation to even get out of bed or wash my hair.I just want to sleep all the time.I think my depression is back full force.

Even my work is suffering. I've made error and my supervisor has spoken to me about it. I'm very disgruntled about my new job as the wages are low, and I feel their taking advantage of workers.

Also, my weight is horrible too. I gave 30lbs and feel like Im gaining more. When I start a diet and exercise plan, I stop within a week or so.

I feel like I don't care. I just can't be bothered about anything anymore.
Forever,

Are you seeing a therapist? Do you take medications? If not, I think it is time to start. Just doing a little for yourself helps. Getting out to the therapist always helps me feel better. Getting out and doing anything seems to help me. I stay in so much.

Tomorrow I get my gallbladder out and I am fearful. I have been dealing with this for about six months. I have necrotic pancreatitis right now and it is scary. But I am taking it one day at a time and it helps.

Do you meditate? That helps too. It is hard when we are depressed. Nothing is easy. I hope you feel better soon.

It does sound like depression. I recognize the symptoms. I think things will get better. This is only temporary, remember that. Keep on keeping on Forever. You can do this.

Hugs, Karen...
Moderator-Depression


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies, diabetes (type 2), breast cancer 2021

Post Edited (getting by) : 1/10/2023 8:55:59 AM (GMT-8)

Karen:

Good luck with your operation.

I had a skin place on my forehead about 3-4 months ago and I made sure I didn't tell anybody.

I figured I'd wait until after the procedure. Then when it went OK, I didn't figure I needed to tell anybody.

So I have an idea of how concerned you might be. I hope you get through all of this.

We'll be thinking about you.

Tim Tam
GB,
I'm sorry that you're going through this. I know that health issues can be scary and cause anxiety.

I'll keep you in my prayers. Please keep us updated when you feel better.

Sending you big hugs.
Thanks you guys,

My surgery is today. I leave in about an hour. I got up too early so I had a little time to kill. I will let you guys know how it goes.

Tim Tam I am glad your procedure went okay.

Forever, I hope you are feeling better. I didn't mean to make this about me, it is your thread.

Take care you two.

Hugs, Karen...
Moderator-Depression


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies, diabetes (type 2), breast cancer 2021
SENDING HEALINGS KAREN, FP. HT
Sometimes i am me,
Sometimes i am still me.
Thanks Jamie,

I am home now. Feeling not too bad.

Take care my friend...

Hugs, Karen...
Moderator-Depression


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies, diabetes (type 2), breast cancer 2021
smile HT
Sometimes i am me,
Sometimes i am still me.