I have some news...Shannon I think u will be happy w/me.

Hi lovelys. Bad news first...Shannon are u upset with me? I havent heard from u in a couple days, I am afraid the email I sent you made youmad at me. But, I keep going over it and the only thing I can think is, confused    it my political views? If so, please forgive me. It was not anything personl, I was just talking about the Christine/entitlement thing. But can we PLEASE talk about it. I am worried sick. I have lost a (which I thought) good friend, that I actually met on the internet years ago and, while its a long story, the political thing was the reason. So, please just tell me if I was out of line. I am apologizing in advance tongue I am sorry but we are all too close and I will do whatever u want me to in order to make this right!!!!! I was wrong!
 
So, here is the good news...I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE PHYSICIATRIST!!!!!!! I was crying my eyes out, so they gave me an appt. on Sept. 7 at 4:00....warning u all in advance to cancel anything u have planned for about 5:30 that day as u know I will NEED you all more than ever! However, I have to pay $350!!!!!! And we are broke now, so I will just have to charge it. I actually...do not fall off your chair....called Kev this a.m. and told him how much it would be and asked him if I should cancel, since we are not charging ANYMORE and he actually supported my decision!!!!! Yes, you read correct, he said its OK, we will find the money somewhere! I almost fell off the bed! So wish me luck...I AM TERRIFIED. But, like I promised you and Nickie that when I make a promise I keep it. So u all will be tortured with me until then and after then!!!
 
Love to everyone,
Patti scool


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Pats, I don't know what's wrong, I have emailed you several times today and was wondering why your not answering?  Read your email!

I am SOOOOO proud of you and just as proud of Kevin for supporting you.  I think he's supporting you because you are serious about doing something about it; didn't I tell you that family members will help you out if you make a serious effort to get help?  Yay!  

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Oh Great!!! Good Luck Patti......


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