But have been struggling with depression/anxiety issues for four years now and lately a bit of anger as well. Initially I was on zoloft and in councelling but you think you can take it on your own only to get slapped down again; I'm not a whiner but at my wits end.
Currently I am unemployed my insurance runs out this month 
I've finally started getting responses to my resume but the last interview was disheartening I got the impression I would put myself in a professionally abusive situation which I seriously don't need right now. Whatever.
I've finally started getting responses to my resume but the last interview was disheartening I got the impression I would put myself in a professionally abusive situation which I seriously don't need right now. Whatever.I tried vocational rehab and my job coach quit after two weeks with my case which seems to be the story of my life lately. I'm still in but have no councellor and it hasn't helped slightly but they get paid so I don't guess it matters.
I'm just kind of tired and fed up with trying when it's so pointless I think I'm less depressed than apathetic.
Hello,
I have been dealing w/ depression since I was itty bitty! It took me until I was 28 to figure out what was wrong! Now at 34 I think I have the correct dx of atypical bipolar II! Also I think the meds I am on are going to keep me from going seriously low! Good luck and if your insurance does run out please look into the health clinics that cater to uninsured patients. Also there is the health and welfare. Depression can be very serious please take care! Karen in north Idaho 
I forgot to mention your anxiety which I also know is very serious and frustating! karen
Welcome to the HW family. I konw how difficult it can be when you are in the middle of the storm and things look pointless. I found apathy to be a real sign of my depression and when those feelings return I let my Doc know so an adjustment can be made in my medication. I hope you find relief soon. Keep us posted,
We can respond to irritation with a smile instead of scowl, or by giving warm praise instead of icy indifference. By our being understanding instead of abrupt, others, in turn, may decide to hold on a little longer rather than to give way. Love, patience, and meekness can be just as contagious as rudeness and crudeness.
Randy
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I live in a small town the nearest clinic is 45 miles away mostly medically i'm concerned about my blood pressure the root of all my problems but I had a good interview yesterday for a change wont get hopeful the dissappointment is too crushing.
Hi ,Welcome to the forum ,i,m so sorry to hear what your going through .I know depression is very bad at least in my case it is and in your too. My doc had to put me on Lexapro when I first found out that I had CD 5 months ago ,but the med is helping me a lot and now I can deal with disease .Ihope you get things figured out soon so you can feel better about yourself .I know irt,s going to be hard but you can,t put yourself down ,you need to fight this depression okay i,m just trying to encourage you that,s all .Hang in there ,God Bless.
sick of meds