April
It sounds way too early to suspect Epilepsy (or anything but withdrawal, for that matter); especially since you say you just stopped taking this med. Your doctor is looking into it, probably nothing to worry about. However, if there is cause for any concern, I'm sure your doctor will know and test further. I certainly hope you weaned off of the medication properly and exactly, per the doctor's instruction? It sounds like you came off of it too quickly, IMHO.
p.s. Here are links; many of these express the side-effects of Topamax as you have described. I hope this will put your mind at ease until the doctor puts this to rest:
http://www.google.com/search?sourceid=navclient&ie=UTF-8&rls=GGLR,GGLR:2006-11,GGLR:en&q=Topamax
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Post Edited (Neurotransmissing) : 3/20/2006 6:45:43 AM (GMT-7)
THe weird stiffening and relaxing was happening before I stopped taking the topamax. It scared me and that's why I stopped taking it. Literally just stopped yesterday.
Whatever is going on from these past couple days is new, from the past couple weeks. THe past couple weeks, I've been having weird episodes where I stare and zone out and shake. Sometimes I pass out after I relax again, sometimes I don't. Sometimes I don't remember what happened. I'm usually unresponsive to people around me when it is happening, but I know it is happening when it does. I am always out of it and dumb feeling coming out of it, like when you come out of anesthesia and don't know what is going on. But recently, this limb stiffening has started and I have been completely aware of it, so it terrifies me.
April
April
xoxo emmie
xoxo emmie
SLE, limited scleroderma, Sjogrens, Hashimoto's, seizure disorder, Raynauds, anemia
April
You're right! Go see the doc who wanted to help. And if need be consult with someone else even if it means seeing someone outside the covered plan. Are you covered under either of your parents' insurance plans? Dont mean to be nosey--just hope you can get some help.
xoxo emmie
xoxo emmie
SLE, limited scleroderma, Sjogrens, Hashimoto's, seizure disorder, Raynauds, anemia
I still also have some instances where I stare and shake and zone out for a bit. Usually my limbs shake when they are contracting really tight, but if both arms are shaking I've noticed it lasts longer and I zone out. I am still interested to find out why my left leg is not involved in any of this. It's the strangest thing. At least I'm getting a workout of isometric contractions, like those little electric impulse thingys without even trying
I've been totally outcasted from some of my dance classes. I was so upset yesterday I was crying and that NEVER happens. But everyone there thinks I'm a freak and are scared of me or whatever and everyone totally avoids me, especially when we need partners....I'm sick of all the rumors and the looks I get from them all. I tell you. The dance department is very caddy. I just want this semester to end and figure out what is going on!
Last night an athletic trainer that I know wanted to assess me and this is what he found:
Myotome-C1 3/5
R leg L3/L4 for hip flexion 4/5
L leg S1/L5 knee flexion 4/5
Ligament sprain T9-T10
Tight Iliopsoas-FABERS test +
Neck Extension -30degrees.
So, he found that yes, indeed, I do have a headache and neck problems. He found my ligament sprain in my midback, and my lower back problem (which is a degenerated disc between L4-L5) all without me telling him anything. Pretty cool how they can do that. He also does not think I'm crazy because he tried to take my mind off my contracted arm at one point and it didn't work. He told me I probably need an MRI of my head and spine. So I guess the doctor agrees! The only thing now is that my school insurance pays 80% for each test, but my CO-PAY is going to be $335 and $670. I don't know how I'm going to come up with that. I'm trying to see if I can make payments...we'll see.
April
emmie
xoxo emmie
SLE, limited scleroderma, Sjogrens, Hashimoto's, seizure disorder, Raynauds, anemia
April