Why Am I So Mad?!!!!

Diseases & Conditions Depression
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Why am I so mad? I get everything I want. And yet nothing's enough. I don't even know if my friends are my friends anymore...I HATE IT!
One minute I'm really happy and high strung, and the next minute I'm in tears or I'm yelling at my friends, yelling at my family, or even yelling at myself for being such a horrible person. I don't like the way I look anymore. I hate everything about myself. Every day, I just wish I could just get away. I know that's not the answer though. Why do I feel this way! I am so tired of my life! PLEASE HELP ME. sad

Sweety *

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Hi Sweety,
Are you taking any meds right now? I know exactly what you are feeling because I have been there. I am on zoloft and its helping me stabalize my mood, not so irritable anymore. I was mostly taking my irritablility out on my family especially my husband. Please see a doctor or therapist... there is hope.

Take care and keep posting :)

Hugs, Des
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Thanks dbab,
I am not on meds right now. I don't think my parents would be very excited about that. They don't really know about what I'm going through, all they think is that it is a fase I'm going through or something. I will try harder. Thanks for listening. :-)

Sweety *

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Is there another trusted adult you can talk to about this or can you go to your dr. alone to talk about this?

I know that when it is around that time of the month, my hormones do a number on my emotions. Could this be it?

You're not alone :-)

Take care, Softy
 

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There might be a school counslor or someone mabee..... eyes
I don't know if this has anything to do with the time of the month. Mabee.
I'm going to see my doctor tomarow, mabee I will bring this up to her.
Thanks for your thoughts! I love talking to people who actually listen.

Sweety *

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Hi Sweety,

 

I am new here and thought I would come and say hello and offer some support and words.

 

Did you go to the docs? if so what did they say? I am going to see mine either tomorrow or Monday, as I am on meds (zispin)1 at night, but I think the dose might need upping abit so they will work better. I hope that you start feeling better soon, I am new so please come and sau Hello as I would really like to make some friends on here

 

take care

Pix xx

of all the things I have lost I miss my mind the most!

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I did go, but I couldn't come up with enough courage to bring it up. But... I did tell my Mom. We are becoming closer now. I'm glad.

There is always next time. Thanks sadpixie.


-Sweety

Sweety *

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Hi Sweety,
I'm new to all of this too. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety but I've known it for a long time.
I'm a former teacher and a mom. Please talk to someone. Talking to us will help but you need to try and find some professional help. Keep talking to your mom and try your school counselor.
I am now taking medicine, not working yet but I'm waiting!!!

Keep us posted, we care about you!

((hugs))
Sadsunshine
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SEE A DOCTOR.

I was once a depressed teenager. I attempted suicide.

If this has been going on for more than a couple months it is not a phase. It could be due to a physical problem or it could be depression that needs treatment. If you folks can't or won't take you to a doctor, contact the county welfare dept., childrens' protective agency, etc. You are a valuable person. You need some medical attention.

It is natural for depressed people to be angry. They have usually lost a lot. Their health, schooling, job, friends, etc. Medication, therapy and 12 step programs can do a great deal even if they can't bring about a total cure.

Don't wait any longer for a spontaneous cure. Get help!