frusturated

hello everyone... rite now im frusturated and i need to get it out! i have molyclonic epilepsy or sumthing like that and i get these little jerks in my body its wierd. well im on lamictal but it seems as tho ill take it and it will work fo a few months but then i get those jerks again and the medicine stops working... not COMPLETELY but still im not 100%! about a month ago or so my epilepsy started to act up again and my doctor upperd my dosage. i was completely fine..now its starting to come back! i dont know wat to do because i have to wait till september to see my doctor because my family doesnt have insurance rite now.. but i dont know what to do :-(   its upsetting if anyone knows anything about this please help..it would mean a lot to me..thanks,
Gina